13 June, 2012

the pang of sadness and the pang of loneliness may hit, i won't give up. Come what may, i won't give up, i won't.

''how long must I wrestle with my thoughts?
I trust in Your Unfailing Love
my heart rejoices in Your salvation.
i will sing the Lord’s Praise,
for He has been good to me.''

12 May, 2012

It's mother's day weekend. I went to get a hand accessory from fourskin before heading to school. I'm glad mother likes it.

My grandmother is someone who is very dear to me. I stayed with her and she took care of me for 2 years, when I was at the age of 4 and 5. I was extremely down, frustrated with self and feeling so guilty not too long ago. I rang her on one particular night and shared with her stuff. Even though I have been a major disappointment, she encouraged me by saying  this in Cantonese, ''you must have confidence in yourself. He will forgive you, He will wash away your sins. you are His child.'' She went on to tell me indirectly that I am her favourite grandson. Honestly, I strongly feel that I've massively let my grandmother down especially given the fact that I am her favourite grandson.

09 May, 2012

I received a reply on fb when I least expected it. Felt extremely awful at that point of time, perhaps because I know I don't deserve......

13 April, 2012

These made my day:


1. words of encouragement from NN.


2. ''Tts not nursing gathering. Is frends gathering :) we hv to meet up with fren. Isn't it chap? Good frens r worth to meet up. Keep in contact.''  (thank you,KM)


3. ''It is because of you that my self-esteem increased this year and I started to socialise more.'' (thank you)










08 April, 2012

My brother came back from India earlier in the week, I was glad to hear that he managed to recover quickly.

Earlier in the week, one of my friends asked if he could borrow money from me. I was alright with it though honestly, I was already feeling the pinch. On Friday while I was having my lunch, mother asked if she could have dinner with me after service on saturday, in another words, dinner treat! Coincidence? More like God-cidence! ;)  

I had dinner with mum at Olive Vine after service, Olive Vine is one of my favourite eateries. After dinner, mother said she wanted to try Gelato so she treated me to my favourite non-dairy mango ''ice cream'', fantastic!

Just as I was about to head to Raffles City Shopping Centre supermarket, I met Kumar, I was very impressed with the fact that he took the time to bring his little cousins and sister out, family man! On a serious note, he's a good and nice chap. I managed to speak to Nicholas too! =)